Monday, November 9, 2009
 I can't get my eyes to sleep yesterday. Soo many thoughts came in my mind when i got my butt to the sofa. *** I was way gone far in my daydream. *** I kept wondering and asking myself. Did you ever have some second thoughts on me ? Did you ever care for me although you just pretend it ? Did you ever sit down for just a sec, thinking about me ? us ? There were soo many ! But i don't wish to elaborate more, cause why ? cause i know this thoughts of mine are wrong to judge you ! I trust you and i know you wouldn't fool around my trust over you. In a realtionship there must be an understanding and trust with each other. After you called me few mins ago, now then those thoughts are off from my mind. I shouldn't adding on to your burden and i'm sorry about that. Yes, my voice sounds that i'm really upset over you. Yes i'm upset. Cause i didn't get much of your attention this past few days, and am so stupid ! i've shouldn't act it on my way. )': I'm fine with it if you don't really wanna share your family problems with me. Cause i know its confidential. I've should not add on to your burden and asked for your attention just now till you had to raise your voice over me. I felt really bad indeed. )': I'm just worried about you. You tak patot suro i not to worry about you. I'm your gf and i feel that i'm so useless in this relationship if i don't care to know where is my bf whereabouts and stuffs. After you asked me the question and i passed that question back to you, now then i felt so relief. I felt relief that you do think about me how busy you are with your stuffs. I do love you too D. I didn't get the chance to reply back the love towards you on the phone, i'm sorry. I felt soo bad to have negative thoughts on you, i guess i'm just too worry about you and i miss you too much. I'm scared that i didn't get to meet you before i start my work. )': Hopefully those negative thoughts will not come on my way again. Once again i'm very sorry for those high tones and those attention.I Love You Mohd Noor Farhan Bin Injuara. *hopefully u're not mad that i type out your full name. ): * I know you will be reading my post. This are my baby video. I guess she was soo bored and start mumbling to herself. Listen to her A.......Ba ! Apart of my moddy day, she made me soo alive with those smiles and laughter ! Labels: i'm sorry D. ): |
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