Friday, November 13, 2009
 There's once people said i have totally changed ! Emah too did said that i have changed," is this khaliesah that i know?" ~ but in the better way. As in my decent jokes to a dirty jokes ? Haha.I used to be a v v cheerful person that loves to smile alot. Now when i'm all grown up, i've changed. I easily tend to get fed-up with people around me. In a minute i'm ok another minute i will easily get bad mood. Nowadays i easily get sensitive and quite alot of time i felt v upset because of something or someone. Pfft ~ I may be smiling and laughing alot but no one ever knows when will i be crying ? No one will ever see i'm crying might it be the inner or the outer part of me. Shits ~ I hate being emo here. I'm tired ! v tired indeed ! i have not getting myself enough sleep. I only get to sleep like 2-4 hrs ? Only my sisters know why i'm not yet asleep in the middle of the night. Bahh ~ I'm tired sitting at home listening to mum's nag ! In her eyes, nothing will satisfy her ! Even if its right or wrong ! Pathetic ! We girls are really holding strong listening to her nags cause we're tired to fight back ! No use ! Bertahan je lar kan korang ? But there's always a limit, get it ? Apart of it, i need time to go fast, i can't wait no more ! I need my head and butts on my work. Afterwhich, i wanna enrol myself in school. I had enough sitting at home and waiting for my days when will someone ask me out. I need to go out ! Get my mind focus on my way ! I had enough thinking about others. When will it be my turn ? When will it be my turn that people will just understand me ? Pfft ~ I need a "rest". Now bye~ Labels: my way now. |
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