CH(A)N. TWO HEARTS BEAT AS ONE.

Babies are soundly asleep and i have to rush for updates before they wake up ! Issyk ! Soo many things to update but too little time. Hmm,k.

First and furmost i would like to wish Rahmat Bin Abu, i guess ? Heh. A happy belated-belated birthday that falls on the 6th of Oct. May u have a blessful life ahead with your loved ones and may be given a longlife. Insyaallah.. He may not be reading this, but just wishing him that he will always be just fine out there wherever he goes or do's. Gonna cherish those moments i had with you. Memories je eh ! I missed this bloody Body Art Chef of mine ! Lucky to those girls out there who got him as your Bf, cause ynow y ? He can cooked ! Sumpah everything nice-nice ! huhu ^^. Eventhough he looked like a typical "Mat-rep" with a body art here shockingly he is not ! That is why don't judge a book by its cover.

Ps ; He's my ex-bf, that is why i know abt him. teehee(:

Secondly, Happy Belated Birthday to my lovely cousin. Kak Titin. May u have longlife and a blessful future ahead with your loved ones. Amin.. lastlong with Kef aites ? Soo gonna meet u this Saturday for a family gathering at your Chalet. can't wait ! can't wait ! Huhu ^^. Surely it will be very kecoh' here and there. Like Tok Mail said : Clan Kecoh.. Lols.

I still keep this picture of us. Wherever i go, i keep it in my bag. Just like u were beside me although u're to far away.

&& for this Lady here;
She's my dearest & closest girl that i've been standing all this while. Shes been giving me advice not to do this and that. Just like my own sister. I'm sorry that i've made u dissapointed because of my attitude all this while that made u feel avoided. I don't know why am i treating u like this not only u but same goes to other's out there. I just need my time alone, thinking all those problems that came in and out. I need to have a space for myself to think how to settle things out by myself. So sorry to keep all those problems that i have from you. I just feel like i'm a big troublemaker, that is why enough i made troubles to people to hear my stories. Its such a waste of time. I hope u can understand what am i trying to say. Whatever it is, i miss u though. Like loads of misses to you, love ! Thanks for being with me all this while just like a pillar to stand me still when i'm down. I appreciate that. We will meet up soon k ? Insyaallah (:

Not to forget to you too ! Pompan !!! Lols. U know who u are .

Lets not make our friendship ends because of guys k pmpn ? U got what i mean kan ? Okgo ~

So yeah, ignore my last post. Everything goes well for now. & hopefully it will just be fine for tomorrow, the day after tomorrow & etc... Insyaallah(:

Yesterday met up with Loverboy. The day before we sort things out, tried to hold grip of myelf not to cry end up i burst myself out when D open up the story how we fought the other day and just walked off from him. I'm v v sorry D,. i didn't meant to make an attitude to you. I realised that i'm also in the wrong in some part. I hope u can forgive me for my wrongdoings. We both realised that we're still care and concern for each other. Its just the matter of communication and how to gain up those feelings back. I still need you and you still need me. Alhamdulillah we're back as one. Insyaallah we can go thru far eventhough there's an obstacles to the problems. Hopefully. I love you Loverboy.

Yesterday was our 6 mth anniversary of our friendship. Went out to meet D. D was shocked like out of the sudden i asked for a meet. Its not like out of the blue u see, cause i can't promise that this Saturday i can meet you. Met up at Tamp and we went for makan and stuffs. Lols. D, u know i know lah kan. hehe. As usual, D is always late. "starkarat". we spend like 2hrs plus together v wisely. Indeed ! Lols. I don't know lah eh, if D had a great time with me ? hehe. My body is all black and blue because D kept on pinching my arms. There's also biting marks ! grr ~ D kau tahu pat ne eh tuh mark ! Issyk ! Now then you know i'm a v v sensitive girl. Realised that D ? Lols. After a long day with Loverboy then i realised that we wore the same colour of shirts. Grey. Mcm janji gitu ? i tk janji eh.. hehehe. Afterwhich took diff MRT and head to our separate ways.

D, pls take good care of yourself eh. Jgn angkat-angkat besi lagi boleh tk ? Now look, ape jadi ? Your neck is all aching here & there. I'm worried about you when u said that your neck is hell painful, yknw tt ? U don't want your badan jatoh, ape nth lagi i ? But close one eye pls, u don't want another pain kan ? Stop being stubborn eh ?! I'm worried. ily v v v v v v v v much !

Ok, gotta rush,. babies starting to cry. Issyk !

Sorry for the lenghtly post. tk kuase nk bace ko peh psl ! ty.

Khaliesah/Cha/Liesah.