Friday, September 25, 2009




Its nearly to 2am and i'm not yet turn in. I was fast asleep just now, but something woke me up. My back really-really aches and i don't know why is it all of the sudden. Right side of my head aches, i guess its migranes ? Issyk ! Its like out of the blue, everything came back at one go ! Urgh~ I guess, i was disturbed by something. Sigh. Almost everytime ! when we're fought, i just can't get a good sleep. Sigh. Today, which i meant few hrs past, which means yesterday. Went to meet Loverboy at Tamp. Thought that i can have a quality time with you, just you ! But end up, it turns out different and sadness. First thing that really disturbed me was, you're jobless ? Since when tu D ? Why didn't you tell me ? Secondly, u msg-ed my friend w/o my knowing till i suspect u surely read my msgs and doing some stuffs that i don't know. Why must u do such things ? Don't u have the believe in me ? U tenteram sane sini ? Abeh i ? I tknk balas pergi balek. I just want a trust, like i give you my trust. Tapi i tk tahu lar kan if there's something u've been hiding. Actually i was kinda pissed off, when your eyes been looking at girls here and there, did you realised that ? C'mon, which girls don't have that kind of jealousy ? Girls if they really care for that particular guy, they will even cry over such a lil things and do anything for them. But for guys, i guess its just a fake to their eyes. Pfft ! i don't care you're meeting your friends, but why must it be a last min plan ? why must it be the time i'm with you ? You should have ask me earlier. Its like a waste of my time did you know that ? I travelled from West to East just to meet you, and this is what i get in return ? Only like ? Not even 3hrs i got to spend with you. Its such a waste. I don't want anything. Anything ! like i told you. I just want your attention. Its been 1 mths we didn't get to meet each other, just for today i'm free and i wanna spend the quality time with you. End up, it turns out into a battlefield. Sigh. I was crying, sobbing non-stop when i'm in the bus, thingking how could you just leave me all alone going home. Not consoling me. People arnd kept looking at me. Whatever, i gembeng kan ? Hmm, yelar. Reached Woodlands, Lina Darla msged me. Thank God i got to meet her, Ibu and Baby. Its been months, since we last meet was when we took our N lvls ? Eh ? Catch things up. Soso missed them alot. Meet them at Watsons, since they are there plus i need to find something for myself. Afterwhich, strolled around and had our late lunch at BK since Ibu dah kebulor kan. Hehs ! Darla treat.^^ Laughed with them is a must, watching Baby kene siku smue kluar. Haha. Ibu start to lecture us about schools. Haiya. Soon, i will enrolled. No worries. Afterwhich, arnd 6 Ibu halau me away. Hehs, tknk i balik lmbt. Hee(: Reached Cck, stopped by at Cotton On Body. Sales here & there. Issyk ! Afterwhich, bought Mama chendol and Home.
Ok, i have to turn off now, i'm totally down with sickness again. Sweetdreams happy ppl.(:
Darla, i put only 2 pics can ? yg lain burok ! Lols.



Ps: I need you. Your console. :'(

Labels:





Photobucket
Khaliesah/Cha/Liesah.