Sunday, August 30, 2009
 *Relieved* Just get back home and had my shower. Tired indeed,but i tried my best to post something.Hmm. Today,i meant ytd,.went to Cik Mimi's Hs to breakfast there. Again Mama's sides. Everybody was there, except for Kak Tin, Abg Ajib and Cik Jeff. Sighed. Incomplete. Especially Cik Jeff, missed him damn much! Over such a matter going on btwn mama and his wife, everything changed. Sighed. Soo many delicious foods been prepared. Fulled enough till now. Bahh~ Will not wake up for pre-dawn meal later. Heh! I'm not feeling tt well actually, since last night. Didn't get enough sleep cause i was waiting for someone to call. Sadness thing was, he forgot my number. How could you. I was shocked tt u went for clubbing with your friends, whereas me,.worried sick about you,sitting here all night waiting for your call. *sobsob* End up the next evening u told me u went for clubbing. Easily for you to said, u dance all night ar ? Sighed. I don't wanna make a fuss with you or question you soo much, tt is why i kept mum to myself for this mean time. But what hurt most was when u can't even rmbr my no. I just don't feel the same right now. Where goes all the mushy-mushy words u gave me ? where goes the goodnight kisses and wishes to before we went to sleep ? U hung up soo fast till i didn't got to spend the time to listen to hear your voice, ur craps, u sang to me. *sobsob* Is it bcos u still mad at me ? I kept thinking bout it everytime we hung up. If so and if u're reading this, i'm v v sorry. Till now i just can't forgive myself for what i've done to you so do others. Kept on saying sorry over and over again. Yes, i realised, i'm such a selfish person. & i regret tt i have tt attitude in me. *sobsob* Sorry readers i'm kinda emotional lately, after whatever had happened tt day. I need a rest. MAYBE tomorrow, i meant today will be my last post. SInce on Monday i'm starting my new job. Nights. (':& yar, i'm sorry if i didn't call neither of u ppl. Including you, yes you. So sorry.): Labels: sorry): |
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