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Saturday, July 11, 2009
Its already 1.09 am in the morning, & i'm not asleep yet. [ Padahal bsk keje ] Pfft! Still msg-ing wf Zura and thinking whats happening to me this past few days & the days coming by.Been very moody and being all alone by myself. Work have benn soo tiring for me since Zura started her sch. Family, hmm.. so far so good. Just missed the old me,whom sat at home doing all the chores & stuffs. I just missed spending my time wf my Love ones. :( I dunnoe y i'm saying this, but just to satisfy this feelings & get it out of my thoughts. I just dun nid a man by my side. A partner or whoever to be my pillar. Boy,.. I'm sorry tt i kept this to you, i'm sorry tt i didn't wanna share this to you. I just dun wanna over-react tt is y i hid those jealousy or whatsoever heart-breaking things from you. Since the day you tell me all those things you did wf ur Ex, and the way you still missed her. * although fer just a little *. I dunnoe y my mind kept rewinding back the past tt i used too. Getting hurt because of a third-party. * Sorry ey, bkn nk ungkit kisah lame * Whenever those stories goes on, i kept thinking. Am i ready to really trust tt sumone. I'm just scared to be leave again just bcos of a third-party or maybe Ex's? I dun wanna hope soo much, tt is y i kept to myself so tt i dun over-react. bahh! Enuff saying. I just dun nid this thing to be happened again. D, i'm sorry i didn't get to entertain eu just now, & i'm sorry to followed my own mood swing. I'm just quite dampened over ur behaviour just now. Been waiting fer ur call & controlling this eyes from getting to sleep, & i got to noe,. u're still chatting away & not yet clean up. I dun mind if u're still chatting away or wht? But pls, tell me so tt i noe how to suits myself. Trying my best not to fall asleep & getting scolded by you fr nt waiting. But this is what i get. hmm. I dun wanna say no more. I'm fine wf it. U noe y i'm fine wf this things rite?. Ok, i'm tired. Wanna have my sleep now. Will update agin when i'm free. (: Extra's Pictures are on my new Multiply:) Labels: Tired. |
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